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Blog Entry: just the other day as i was tinkering on my (my space). i happened to read a blog from my 20yr old daughter. see back in the early eightys my father got custody of my 3 kids. aged from 11,2 and 14 mos. he kept my boyfriend and me being his only blood child at that. he sent me apackin out onto the streets. boy my life was miserable. but i'm a surviver. so for many years i never gave up hope of finding my kids. and my prayers were answered. i found my oldest when he turned 19. and in 2006 i found my oldest daughter. as she was turning 19 too! imagine how it felt to see her for the first time since she had been 2yrs old? i was overwhelemed. the next few monthes went super. she came to meet n get to know about me. she stayed for a good six months. she looks just like me. the things that i never had excelled at she was super, and vise versa. we got along pretty good considering, that i have no parenting skills from like 2 on. and the things that i had to tell her were the truth about my life and why i wasn't there for her. when she was like 6-7 she was put up for adoption. the family that dopted her were from france, and she grew up in palm springs. well here i am just the other day on myspace and i am reading her blog. low and behold she has the gall to call me a (crackhead mom). ya it hurt my feelings, but what bothered me the most was and is? the lil bitch ain't even woman enough to say it to my face....cuz for sure if she had balls enough to do that she had better be ready to get the ass whopping she would surely never forget. i'm almost tempted to take that hour or so drive just to give her, her suprise. but i'm better than that. this spoiled snobby kid who has been all over the world by the time she was 17 will someday learn a great lesson in life. if ya can't stand up and say (hey i did it, i screwed up!). what kind of person will you turn out to be. she couldn't even comprehend the meaning of a persons (word)? i rest my case.  but all in all i feel alot better now just by venting there... thanks....rosi....